Sleepless night

It's 4 o'clock in the morning and I just could not fall asleep. Maybe I should hang until 8 am then straight away go to the lab. Talking about my lab work (final year project), I purposely came back to uni early (29/1) to start my lab work, which is 3 weeks earlier than the starting of new semester. However the results are not as expected and I have wasted nearly two weeks of my holiday.



I think it's because I look cute in my lab coat that I do not look like a scientist.

Just kidding.

Today I planned to cook pasta for lunch. After my fettuccine is ready, I realized that the spaghetti sauce bottle cannot be opened. 3 of my housemates helped (2 were guys) but it was just so tight! Such a defensive bottle of sauce!



Eventually the pasta became a Chinese cuisine because I stir fried it. It looked a bit like "hor fun" but it is actually fettuccine. Taste......quite good wor. Haha

A friend reminded me about my blog earlier and so this post is born.

I admit that I am really a terrible person because I nearly forgot what is my email and password for this blog. I doubt there will still be any visitors here.

Anyhow, this is my space. I enjoy reading what I wrote few years back. Whether it is childish or naive or funny or emotional, it was my past and every single puzzles of the past build what I am now.

Today is chap goh mei so I went to my balcony to enjoy the moonlight. Forgive my phone which failed to capture the moon clearly. I have never observed the sky so clearly before, maybe because tonight I am alone.



High in the sky, its silver light is brightening the dark sky, it is so round as if it would easily transform people into werewolves. The moon seems to be so near but it is actually 238857 miles from the earth. It is just like seeing a person, only to find out that the one we were so close to is actually of great distance.



Eventually I found a cat who is also enjoying the breeze under the moonlight. Who said I am alone? ;)

Tests

Three more bloody weeks then I am free

Although it will be just a 2 weeks holiday but I am contented.


Looking at the calendar is killing me. 4 tests and 1 OSPE in 3 weeks. Just in case you don't know what is OSPE, check out my April2010 archive titled "Post-exam".

I seriously think that my brain is deteriorating. Or it is because of the 2 months semester break which diverge my brain cells normal route of impulse transmission.

In short, I feel stupid. I can't remember the notes. I don't know how to do the lab report.

So now it occurs to me that I am good at NOTHING.

Is there any drugs which can increase one's confidence?
I desperately need a heavy dose now.

Pause . Play

I am sorry for the negligence of my blog.

Blame the stupid Celcom broadband which its speed is at the same pace of me doing my assignment--BLOODY SLOW!!! I failed uploading any pics so I just PAUSE blogging during my holiday.

And now I'm back to my uni, even the free wireless offered is at a more satisfying speed than the broadband I've paid for.

Now I even have to go to the Celcom Service Center to terminate my account...Grr

Just finished the first week of my third year first semester. THIRD year! I can still remember my orientation week vividly and now I am an old senior. Time flies~ T.T

Spent my one and a half month holiday in KL working + being a worm at home. I didn't work as promoter selling milk as hoped by Jia Xin and Lie Yin. Ended up working in a market research company in Mid Valley.

Maybe I am not good at begging and bugging people, so the job is quite tough for me. The pay is actually quite good compared to other office job. However I can only receive my salary in August. I am so desperate to dye my hair, just to wait after I receive my salary and Raya holiday~

Talking about Raya holiday, I am still in a dilemma. I am now thinking of whether to drive back or to go back by bus. Too bad my other KL friends had booked their flight tickets or I can ask them to accompany me. Should I take the risk of driving back alone or should I endure 2 weeks without car? I just checked the flight ticket. RM144 for 2 ways. If by bus then would be around RM90. Hmm...but bus takes around 8 hours from KB to KL.

Drive or Fly?

Any sponsors for my flight tickets? =P

Yay^^

I now hereby officially declare that

MY EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can watch movie play games sleep and eat without guilt. ^^

Forget about gaining weight. I don't care as long as I am happy. =P

then Tan Hwa Li will regret when she really gain some weight

Yay~ I feel so light so relieved and now the only thing bothering me is how I keep my stuff and move out from my room.

OMG

SOOO messy...

Deal with it later, now watch movie first XD

My stress level is always due to procrastination.

One more paper and I am free~

This is the entry that I promised =)

Still have one more paper to go, on 3rd of May.

Then I spent my whole day watching tv show after the forensic science paper.

Have been tensed up for weeks, and I reject to study today!

I will SURE regret saying this the minute before my next paper

Every exam I regret myself being sluggish and lazy for the semester and promise to be more hardworking next time.

Yet I didn't study hard this time.


Kelantan weather is so weird.

One morning it can be so windy and you feel like you are in Genting.

Then the next moment it is hot like hell.

So library is the best refuge.

Went there almost everyday except for weekend because I want to sleep more the library closes early during weekend.

The exam schedule is too packed.

And yet I am so sluggish, can even talk on the phone in the library.

No wonder this is the exam which I have the least confident so far.

Today my roommate went back home.

Feel so empty to see her leaving.

Used to have her as a companion for 1 year in this double room.

I admit, she is cool when she doesn't talk. Sometimes, I am even afraid of talking to her.

But when we start chatting then we will be babbling all the way long.

She is a good listener, and extremely good in keeping secret.

And I really need to thank her for buying my dinner for n times since last month. ^^

OMG...I miss her.............

I will have to stay in my room alone until........7th May

Initially I can go back on the 3rd, after my exam.

But I need to join BTN, so I can only reach KL on 11th? 12th? not so sure...

Feel so lonely now T.T

We tend to take a lot of things for granted, until we suddenly lose it.

Starting final tomorrow!!!

Sorry for not blogging for so long. Please forgive me...T.T

Look at my exam schedule

18/4 ~ Advanced Microbiology

20/4 ~ Advanced Immunology

21/4 ~ Basic Pharmacology

25/4 ~ Biostatistic

27/4 ~ Basic Pathology

29/4 ~ Forensic Science

3/5 ~ Human Genetic

The earliest I will be writing should be....29/4 night? Provided that I didn't fall asleep..=P

Something unhappy just happened. But since I don't want this blog to be emo, I rather don't talk about this.

It is not a very big deal anyway. Just, it makes me realize something, despite it being a sad truth.

Sometimes, even we tried to hide ourselves from the truth, like an ostrich hiding its head into the ground, some people will still pull out our head and expose us to the truth.

I don't mind facing the reality, just that I don't like the way I was being forced to do so.